Nooooope.
FUCK IT. fuck this relationship. he doesn’t care about my feelings at all, even when I try to talk to him every day and communicate and tell him how I feel. he doesn’t give one shit about me. he would never do this to the other people he cares about.
he can just call me a bitch and hang up and it’s no big deal to him. screw him. he’s an asshole and I’m done trying.
(Source: speak-the-unspeakable)
sometimes I just feel like I deserve better.
I would never willingly admit ANYWHERE on here that I am jealous that a FRIEND of mine gets crushes on girls. I mean, what should I expect? should I just expect him to like me forever and ever and never think about another girl and wait around for me to break up with my boyfriend which will never happen? no. so I’m stupid. I really am. he’s just like my best friend and I love him but I feel like he forgets about me every time he’s “talking” to a new girl. don’t get me wrong. I want him to be happy and have a girlfriend and everything, if that’s what makes him happy, but I don’t want him to only be my best friend when he’s lonely. that’s not how it’s supposed to work! he’s just so nice and funny and big and lovable. NO. I do not like him. I just don’t want to lose the guy. he’s just different to me than my other guy friends are. we have SLEEPOVERS for goodness sake. like girl sleepovers where we watch chick flicks and eat and talk about boys and girls.
-.- WHY?
so I have to pretend like I’m all happy that he’s found another girl to talk to even though I’m kind of really distressed obviously because, well, it hurts.
I don’t even drink but I’m like seriously in need of a beer.
bagel bites and beer, the dinner of a champion(:
(Source: glamour-glitter-gold)
so apparently I have “tmj”. some joint disorder that I can’t pronounce and I most likely will have to go to a very expensive specialist and get “stuff in my mouth” so says my dentist. YAY. oh, and the best part. I can only open my mouth up 6 millimeters when the average person can do 30. I’m only allowed to eat soft food, I have to take aleve three times every day, and I have to always, LIKE ALWAYS, be holding a warm pack on my jaw. -.-
getting my business on groupon. GOING BIG.:D
went to “auntie emm’s frozen custard and cupcakes”. I got a banana split and a red velvet cupcake. YES.<3
